Stay there, in your comfort zone. wake up early, take a shower, go to the office to work, come home after the evening, drink coffee at the coffee shop and when you get home watch tv until you are sleepy. then sleep at midnight, the next day repeat again until the end of the month. at the end of the month get a paycheck, then repeat again. enjoy those times until you don’t feel it anymore, until you get used to it again. Then after a few years, try to get out of that comfort zone and look around you. what changed? are you far behind? or confusion?